mi necesitar

I stare deep at an empty wall, I am flying beyond the stars. How have you come to be someone I wouldn’t let go, but I barely know you? I feel your touch, it goes down to my veins. I let my guard down. I would never erase what has happened nor I would regret the time when I met you.

My friends had reminded me that I have gone way too far. They were scared, like I had always been. They said I was blind, but how come? Because I can see sunshine after the storm. They told me I was a fool to want you, but you are my summer.

You broke down my dolor, you showed me color, you taught me dances, and you brought me to places. I know how it feels to be alive. You are my friend, my lover, my power, my pleasure, and my biggest destruction.

The more I want you, the more pain it gets. You burned down my world, just like I got you burned slowly. When you come, you leave me wanting more. When you leave, I keep coming back for you. I am lost, what could I do? You are the part of me I wish I never need.